The dream and thoughts

很快的，圣诞节要来了，
虽然经济不景气，
但四周依然还是洋溢着圣诞歌声及摆设
琳琅满目的圣诞礼品摆设让购物者有更多的选择。。
大家也纷纷等待度过这温馨浪漫欢乐的节日。
我也有期待，一直期待有假期的到来，也期待下雪，　
我没有体验过冷天的季节，也没有体验过寒冷的海风 。。
但这次假期真的来临了，顿时不懂有什么节目好搞的
如果会下雪，那我一定天天靠在窗边赏雪。。。一定超冷。。
而滑雪又是什么feel？一定超棒的！

新的一年也要来临了
开始有了一种奇妙的感觉，感觉生命要换季了，换轨道了
回想在这 2008年里，
曾与不同的人萍水相逢， 悲欢离合。。。
曾见朋友离去，有依依不舍的感觉。。。
曾尝过Gelato icecream, 加埋彬淇淋的蛋糕，香香和甜甜又冷冷的！！哇！
爱吃冰冰甜甜的食物， 但女生不可以吃那么多。。。
去了云顶，去了浪卡威（langkawi),
竟也爬了两次我以为不会有第二次的山(Monkey Beach)。
从短发留到了中长发，烫了离子烫。。
收集了自己喜爱的包包，香水，润扶液，裙子。。。
我真得很满足了 。。
新年我提醒自己不要乱乱花钱了，都是经济不好。
也有了一部属于自己的相机， 可以让我随时随地，
是也拍，不是也拍到乱的过瘾至极 ！！
让我有可以搜藏的回忆以及满满的触动 。。

你知道吗，
生命有时就像万里追寻，　
需要我们常常调整心态，
时时 装备armer，要冲， 要挡
有时会失落，有时会开心，
不是一条直线。。。
但风也不是只吹右边或东边..
总听过什么叫雨后会有彩虹吧?
慢慢细嚼生活的品味吧 。。学不完
明年我要干嘛。。让我ponder ponder....嘻嘻。。待续 =p




今年里，我最爱的照片！谢谢你咯。。。

wishes in my lovely december

The year, month December is a special month for me
The month that I will be counting the days off to the new year 2009;
The month that have me borned back in 24 years.
The month that i had japanese exam;
The month that I wish to be romance and relax every day
The month that will be celbrating christmas and
The month that i am eating more n more... fat liao fat liao...


First, is the souvenir from Japan

look at the colourful candies, we are more than reluctant to have them eaten...they just looks so awesome and wonderful and could immediately made the emotion become high and merry!
Guess what? The right figure are Erasers...each of us get a type of eraser and i have picked the grape/milk/orange bottle.

Now, Am working and happy to work with my colleagues!

I am 24th......so fast....so fast....stop the time leh...Terrible to see that the age is adding year by year~~

delicious yummy meal which is a mixture of hainan and nyonya style. i specially favour the nyonya curry fish as well as the nyonya rendang chicken!

Ok, I knew I over smiled d....*Blushed*

The friendship that started in MMU
i do really love the ice cream cake. It melts in my mouth and in my heart too! Wish to sing Give me give me...more~~~

I made a whish for this birthday..Arigatou Gozaimasu

For my caring Fen from Secondary school

This hang fuk lady is always so caring that melted my heart. i do love the octopus-kia. Already put them all together...muaks..

i have added a family member for the octopus~~

Last but not least,

Qian who can't wait to wish for me 2 fly to UK. When i heard the story told by u that u would want to go market with me to make dishes together, I am overwhelmed...

The snowy garden outside your resident area is so frosty white.

Cheryl~

I would love to send my thanks through the air and hug hug u for the delivery! Remember to be careful and take good care of yourself when u are alone in the far land from me. =p but I know you can make it . 3 gals, 3 different destiny!

And

another is for u, thank you too.....!!! =)

An independant week

记忆中, 我对烹饪不熟.

但妈吗临去香港旅行时, 买了一堆菜,鱼,肉要我煮给家人吃

前一夜,简单的说了些烹饪手法,要我通通搞掂~~

很兴奋,整个厨房由我主宰!

认真告诉我自己我要独立!

可是...我只煮了三天, 就投降了...

原来煮并不累,而是洗刷那些'砂煲朗昌'累了..

庆幸有爸和弟当我的食物白老鼠...

1st day: The most satisfying meal I made!

(i)Fried KFC Chicken.. =p this one i like it.

(ii) steamed egg with crab stick,

(iii)simple vege and

(iv)soup!

The 2nd day: Haih...not success in frying the fish..The fish skin got sticked on the kuali . Got so upset and my brother laughed at me of my failure.

The tauge was fried with small dried prawn while the assorted vegetable is cooked with muschrom and some crab stick. These 2 dishes at least still eatable.

The 3rd day, I woke up with a good mood and headed to the kitchen to prepare a simple breakfast with sausage, ham, egg. red bean, bread with butter and cheese.~~I prepared 3 sets each for me, brother and father.

3rd day lunch: Fried rice with sausages and egg..No preservative added. Healthy food oh.

4th day: heheheheh...I am lazy.

4th day: Tabao-ing Mc D~~~ I like fries and Mc Flurry Oreo the most. Ya, is fattening. i know i know! but....but...yummy wo

5th day: Eat Duck meat rice

6th day: Eat Bak Kut Teh and mum is back~~

When I go to airport to fetch my mum, I saw Bosco which I couldn't believe it.. I thought and still couldn't believe that i actually bump into him. I called my friend and was asked to rush up to him and shouted BOSCO loudly. hehe, of course i didn't do that...as Bosco was already out of my view when I hang up the phone.

oh no no!

我这只大头虾不知什么时候才会改掉那不小心的习惯
前几天不小心忘了关车油盖...
打完油,就很轻松上车踩油phiu走了
驾驶到红绿灯时, 红灯我停车....
然后,瞄到旁边车主在车里比手画脚
暗蒙蒙,我用了10秒才懂他要告诉我油盖boh kam...
我才惊慌了...这次真的omg!
该怎么半? gin jeong..
现在下车, 来不及了, 红灯就快变绿了
心里只想到要不打讯号灯, 待会儿停车,下车关上
这时,突然一个救星出现了...
一个见到我油盖boh kam的motor骑士
敲了我镜子并说 : lu eh yiu gua boh kam la, wa ka lu kam la! (油盖没关啦, 我帮你关!)
心底真的万分感激他的热心!
我真的松了一口气, 世上还有好心人嘠,他好像superman!
事后告知朋友说还好早发现,不然,油遇上氧气就爆了!危险
下次还是要小心 >.<

那

还记得我曾经想过..
某天以前
对自己有了要求
某天以后
压力就跟随而来…
不懂这些要求和压力在什么时候
已经开始有了联系

在心理
总是有个疑问句
为什么经过了那么多的考验,
日后,再次面对考验时
心里竟然还会感觉彷徨
不是应该可以得心应手了吗?

那是不是什么状况下都会彷徨?
那是不是不能在这样下去?
那你说我该怎么办?

(那么多疑问哦?)

那
太阳还不是照样每天照着地球,
地球还不是照样每天都在旋转
谁会管你有多少 ‘那’
彷不彷徨, 或继不续啊..!

还发呆哦?
那 就深呼吸吧
努力学习吧

你不在,我要勇敢

是真的

不会永远都是一直这样在一起
看着别人来了又去..

留下的回忆是一世人的, 那平凡却不失珍贵的回忆

这一次我真的骗不了自己.

看着时间一秒一秒的接近你要离开的时间

我不敢多说一句我舍不得你

因为我眼眶湿了

我不要把你也弄哭了

你只是拼命告诉我再见了

而我就 拼命不让泪水掉下来

忍泪目送你走入机仓

我看见你转身不敢回头,急忙的一直向前走,

知道你也在哭了

一个人驾车回家的路程变得很漫长

泪水不听话的一直在流

拭了,擦了一滴又一滴不可收拾的泪

那种难舍的心情好难承受

我没法解释我失落的心情

不去想但偏偏不经意又在想

我觉得很胆怯很害怕

一个人走着走着

陪着自己的朋友渐渐少了

一个来,过一个

每个人都有自己的路要走

我知道遇到你是我的荣幸

快乐因为我感觉你对我的关心

当你也不在我身边时

我该要如何渡过?

我到底需要多少勇敢来适应?

但我真的替你开心

终于出国深造了

怎么办

明天就是中秋节

可是我一点都没 '奔月' 感觉

提灯笼,没劲

吃月饼,还有少少期待

毕竟只想要静静

但回过头，天空无法晴朗

看着婆婆渐渐消瘦的体魄和瘦削的肩膀

察觉到心里真的充满害怕，空气里充满回音。。

那一年，那一天，她还坐着看我们提灯笼

但这一天已回不到那天，

就连是中秋节她也似懂非懂了

想要有点微醉把我的心迷惑。

我勇敢呼吸，努力去适应。

这害怕的心情

有人说好脾气，就会让心情坏不起来。

还要吹眠自己真的会勇敢，

希望小天使能令我安枕！

当我遇到困难都守在我旁。。。。

我很想很想很任性的说

我不知道...不管...不管....不管

只要婆婆安乐就好

不要心情差就是了

然后抱枕大睡
我懂中秋节是应当要快乐的, 我会好好的

是是是

就是将

地球转了半个圈 ,
天亮了,
我也醒了
发现梦里的画面不见了,
只留下疲惫的面容 和苦苦的笑容

那一刻的自己还是停留在同一个点
停着想着....
怎么还是同样的一个点
就是这样吗?
要等到失而复得后才懂得珍惜
就是这样吗?
梦游都只宁愿相信明天会更好
就是这样,
不到关键时刻都不会知道痛的感觉
就是这样
给了自己很多借口来让心里少了畏惧！
我不愿意只看到那沉沉的步伐
很多感觉是说也说不明白...
像一首无旋律的曲子
我不贪心
你教我输入永恒的跳跃
有了自己和心跳的陪伴
我就会自己走下去了
我想
我只是对美丽人生有着满满的憧憬!

爱相随

A love that doesn't need much to say...

I appreciate true friends

treasure people around me with sincerity...

and now...

My soul feel so glad that I meet you gals.

A new journey/start for two of you...

A greatest prize to pursue the dream in a fantasy land.

Wherever it may lead,

let's cross the line and it is time to try the new destiny!

I hope I can deal with the things when u gals aren't around...

I used to think that I was strong until I realized I ain't so strong anymore...

Just felt my world is falling apart.

Now u are gone

it's time for me to carry on

U r the sweetest thing in my heart that I could never have forgotten!

Moments are captured and the breathe is melted

Miss U

不需要理由的快乐

连续工作五天，今天休息天..
感觉日子突然变清闲了...有点不惯
就像有些人，长时间不能再见面便觉得不习惯。
感觉很微弱, 只想将自己埋在椅子/被窝里 。
没有步出家里超过50步..看了十集的戏...
好像从大学毕业到现在都没有一天里看那么多集的戏了
突然好投入戏里的情节.
希望一切都像童话般完美, 般甜蜜,
我不想哭, 不想难过，不想看见我会心疼的事,
因为我不要眼泪和脸颊有碰面的时候,
曾想要学会控制一下自己的感觉,
怎知道好难, 压抑得很苦..
好像我就是戏里面的主角..傻瓜 。。。。
我知道每次是因为重视某件事情, 才会被事情控制了 。
我期待别人快乐,比自己快乐,
常不知不觉中把它交给别人保管。 。
在我心中那一把"快乐的钥匙"的 引擎要加润滑油了。
其实并不难.. 其实很简单..
就从简单和平凡中寻找开心的力量
不要轻易的放弃,任性的转身
很多时候，
我们会忘记了曾经快乐过的时刻，
又在某个时候, 同样的地点,同样的人又回忆起。
在这个忘记了又记起的过程中,
这些快乐是怎么都不会从在我脑海里被抹去
因为记忆就是这么令人难以捉摸。
希望我在某一个清晨
一个人醒来时，
会记得我是要享受一下生活美好的点滴的....

感觉

2个星期没有去上课了 又开始大学时候的懒惰
不过现在好了,下星期我就不缺课!!!
打包了laksa....现在吃完还觉得肚子热辣辣的。。
对它真的又爱又恨。。
刚刚驾驶到店铺, 走在了熟悉的街上。。
就是在这里,我会有一种安全感。。
只要我能想到 我就能做到的感觉。。
习惯了这里的人们,
习惯生活里总是重复单调的活动
习惯了伤心就哭,生气也哭,开心又要哭的时刻。。
对一点点无谓的琐事也会触景伤情的时刻。。
习惯了期待每样事情都是像一加一等于二那样简单。。
习惯当我不能找到乐趣或感到悲伤时.
就允许自己的思绪可以四处遨游...
会想併着脸, 发牢骚...
会想见到那些人..那些让我很开心的人。。
喜欢在店面吃着东西,然后边谈边吃。。
真的喜欢这种感觉了。。。
所谓平凡的人有平凡的梦想
有的人没有什么想要的，或想要的很少，也会很快乐,
总会感到很幸福，总会为别人而微笑
我会让这习惯永远都是我的习惯...
因为如果它们都不再是习惯时, 我会不习惯...

我的一天

我习惯单纯, 又不爱动脑筋.
今天是突然发觉到太阳并没有在我习惯的方向下山...
换了我家的正门口的位置了? 以往都是在左斜边啊.
是我眼花吗??
没理由吧! 看了那方向整10 年来了...
都说我不爱动脑筋,
只知道太阳公公换了路线回家
很想问太阳公公平时可不可嗮得温柔一点..

最近翻开报纸都是关与天灾地震的新闻报道
心好疼...顿时觉得自己真的是庆幸!
我不能忍受看报纸里/电邮里的那些照片..
好恐怖的画面
有时我会想是不是安静的躲起来...
就不会让泪水发现我....
也不会让它靠近我...
这样是不是会坚强一点呢...

屋外闪烁一道光线, 像是要下一场大雨.
但冷冷的屋外, 心里倒是一股的温暖..
很想问能不能有魔法
让快下山的太阳停留...
让彩虹的出现变成永恒...
让每个夜里星光灿烂!
也突然发觉到这是世上最遥远的梦想.

想念

很久没有静静的渡过一个下午...
我还蛮想念以往的日子...
以前那不懂事的日子..只是一味儿的在玩的日子
如果让我选择原地踏步,或者跟着岁月走....
我依然不会改变自己会懂事,会跟着岁月成长的日子
因为懂事, 所以明白什么事情都有可能会出乎预料发生..
因为经历过,所以懂得珍惜眼前的一切..
但我试过把事情弄糟了..
也试过这样之后很颓丧.. 很失望..很不知所措..
也就是这样让我在这记忆渐渐增长的日子里..
觉得人生还有很多要学..很多那种
但我的脑容量好像越来越小...
学东西都好像慢了半拍..
记东西的能力都好像没了..
耐力,耐性也渐渐减少了.....
还记得当别人问我懂不懂....我印象都是回答-不懂...(si liao lo, like that)
为自己加油打气的精力都跑到哪里去了..
怎么办啊....我是老了么??没有啊....才几岁nia

Gals Gathering

We initially wanna have our dinner inside Gurney Food Loft( FYI, it is having an international buffet lunch/ dinner range from Korean/Japanese/Chinese/Vietnam++ delicacies for RM29.90++). But seems that our stomach is not capable and ready for the buffet dinner promotion on that day.Therefore, we changed our plan to dine in Kenribbean for the western food, it is located along the shop house at the gurney drive ( A few shophouses besides the McD.)

It serves some pasta, burgers, sandwich, Chicken chop and fish & chip and steak as well. Amond the four dishes we ordered, I love the fire cracker fish where the fish is deep fried with some ham and cheese in the fish. I do also like fish steak where the fish is very soft and it smells fresh.

Haven't been seeing you gals for almost a month and hope that we could always hang out together and together...

A piece of thought

Sometimes I wonder why would I spend time in something that is meaningless?
But ain't that as long as I feel joyful, it is worth it even time is wasted, that's the naive side of me..
Sometimes I try to find out why I am so weak in something ?
I am just so weak in it? But I was told that it is pretty fine and this is how it makes everyone unique. =)
I thought that in the process of pursuing our dreams, there are surely some storms and rolling seas we will encounter?
Realized that the world is not always wonderful and fantastic. But it is still always this wonderful. I thought that from day to day, we will accumulate experience?
Yaaa...we grow from time to time. It's never too late to learn from experience
I thought that will I regain my inspiration to try, to attempt and to strive again when i fall?
It takes time for me to stand up when I fall....I certainly need encouragement n support.
I thought of beautiful things, beautiful memories, beautiful moment with the people I care and the beautiful story I've heard.

It's just so lovely and will always be kept in my memory box.

I then tidy my phone inbox and found a cute sms from my little brother. Am still calling him little brother though he is already 14 years old.. and my friends are still remembering him as a 5 years old boy. I was on the way back from KL to Penang last year. He seemed to be very excited and texted me a few sms's.and rang me a few times.

His sms: 到槟城时,打电话回家.
I reply:"ok, i will call papa when i'm at juru toll"
he said:"是father,不是papa"

I felt he is so cute still...

Apple

有一个故事是这样的....

这女生因为带着牙套,所以不爱吃苹果,
因为不能很爽快一口一口的咬苹果,所以不爱吃苹果
因为要吃也得要吃切片好的,所以懒惰吃苹果.

一天
她正埋头认真的看着如何把那测试程试给弄好..
心想怎么老是笨手笨脚, 老是改不好, 发生了什么错误嘛?
顿时
有一双手让了一片面包给她, 接着又从口袋再掏出一粒苹果..
她然后笑了一下．.
她心中的感动岂是文字语言所能形容.
她赶紧为自己加油, 要他帮忙改了一下下程试..
她再试了,程试跑得动了..
她然后再笑了一下．.
这个莫名其妙的她其实就是这样容易开心..

Beautiful Sunday

Woke up and found myself in a good mood. I looked at myself in the mirror, blinked a smile and telling myself a brand new Sunday is ahead of me! I started the lovely day with a slow jog for a few rounds, a few tenth minutes of aerobic. I then peeled the mango, papaya and had a milk cereal cocoa crunch breakfast. Contented, Yummy! I love Mango indeed.

I had a phone conversation with my buddy for an hour, talking about how had we spent the days, shared thing that worries us at the moment and shared our ideas/thoughts on life as well. I know that sometimes simple gurl can easily pursue their happiness n lead a happy, interesting, meaningful life.

Before it's too late, I took the water hose and used span to rub away the dust and bird shit staint on the car. Shining sun didn't manage to break my desire from washing the car. Finally the car is cleaned! I prayed that the bird won't aim /shit at the car next time.(sounds impossible) But water was too strong that i wet myself! I had a face mask, hair mask too..Busy bath.

I am going to end the day by reading magazine, articles on newspaper and listening to Jay's song~keep it repeating on the sweet sweet song. ain't gonna think anything tonight cos I wanna have a sweet dream~Nite Nite everyone! =)

尝试

工作忙碌并摇晃了一个月或更多....
自己想了也拼命告诉自己
苦尽之后,就会有甘甜, 绝对不是一个奇迹...
好,起初我蛮相信...但你看你看....
我本来整个人都全新要去面对新的一天,按要把之前的我带回来
但一大清早,我本来美好的心情被你破坏了...气死我!气死我!! 啊!!! 想打人
我不要被你主宰我的心情, 所以我今天会是快乐的嘛.是..是..是!!??!!

仔细想了想..这个月里有很多新的启发和要完成的任务!

--要把一本新买的书<哭泣的骆驼>给看完...不准再翻两三页就给睡了...
--新的日文课要开始了,要打起精神努力上课,要对日语有源源不绝的热情
--要定时跑步,敷面膜,去角质,护发膜
--还有,对虾要说byebye 了, 虽然真正皮肤红痒的'嫌凶'可能不是虾, 但我不敢 因了为我真的怕了当时的辛苦,咖啡也 是我的远离品..
--也在寻找如何把那脚上被怪虫叮咬后的伤痕给消磨掉,好在意啊! =(
--好像近视深了,是时候配一副眼镜... 又要花钱了.
--好想可以没有目的地的兜风...庸懒的聊天.
--好想每天10.30分前呼噜的猪进睡窝里.当然星期六,日除外,因为我会懒得夜夜一边听歌,一边 傻傻的羡慕杂志里苗条身段的模特儿.. 一边看那浪漫又气死人的日剧.
--好想每天都是轻松又开心,不要成为别人的负担...你可以的!
--写到着,发现我的世界原来是可以很单调噢.....还是平凡噢?...

但我喜欢这样的....

有时候

很累因为要在塞车的路程驾驶45 分钟抵达公司......很累因为要在塞车的路程驾驶45 分钟才能回到家里.....很累因为下雨让我必须塞车更久才抵达.......很累因为好象没什么必要觉得不累.......还好今天同时让我听见2首我的爱歌....投入进歌词里头了..

有时候人累了,心也会跟着累. 心累了时就会提不起劲, 就会沉默半天, 我会更想埋头苦干，让自己不去想有多累. 有时很生气自己, 因为自己很疏忽, 常常把东西弄丢了,对自己又失望了...很想打人.. 又没有人自愿让我打...

有时到了公司, 就想午餐要到哪里吃. 吃了午餐就想晚上要去哪里...好象很贪吃..很爱plan 东西...很爱让身边的朋友开心的笑...很爱看开心浪漫爱情故事...很爱晚上宁静充满星星的夜空...很爱夕阳西下又阴天的天气...很爱听电话..很爱看blog..很爱谈天说地...很爱静静的听朋友说故事.... 很爱收集美好回忆并把它藏进我的宝库里..

不哭了,我可以吗?

有一句话 :哭过的眼眸, 才能把世界看得更名亮.

哭了, 才知道原来自己还是那么在意, 心疼, 且还没放得下.
原本以为痛快的流了泪,就会比之前坚强,就会把事情看开, 就会接受事实.
可是,. 一旦脑海盘旋那一幕和婆婆的日子, 眼泪竟然可以不由而然的流下,根本没半法控制.我的心很悲.

还记得在医院陪婆婆时, 婆婆插了食道管,.因为婆婆不要张嘴吃东西,也不愿吃药, 唯有这样来输入营养. 但, 婆婆觉得辛苦, 时常要把那管子给拔出来. 婆婆是很聪明的. 护士要我签下那 ‘restriction form’ 要绑着婆婆的手, 我还来不及说话, 眼泪已流下了. 我很哽咽的要求她不要绑着婆婆的手, 我实在看不下去, 我真的接受不了,..护士看我这个样子当然也没在要我签那张纸了,也没再有那要求了. 医院里, 当有人问起, 你婆婆怎么了,我都是忍着泪珠来回应他们.当时, 是我不能接受婆婆脚跌痛了骨.

婆婆在刚进院时还是很健康的,说话还很响亮, 甚至还给护士警告我们说话小声点..但如今在家里已没那么活跃了.也已经很久没有站立起来了.也已经很久没有说话了.如过 让她象以前一样好吗?

象以前那样会走来推开我房门望一望我在干什么…
象以前那样推开她房门望一望客厅的我们怎么还没睡
象以前一样夜深了见外面的灯还亮着就埋怨为什么爸爸还没回来
象以前一样走到门前向离家的我招手说慢慢驾车,早点回家.
象以前一样见到我们的车辆回来了就说出街出到这么久才回来
象以前一样坐在杨桃树下让我替她理发,聊天说地的欢乐时光..
象以前一样问电视机里面的人为什么每一次这么早就吃晚餐
象以前一样见我们姐弟大吵大闹就帮小弟弟,并假装轻轻打我们

但只要把时间倒回没跌倒之前的日子…..我就不哭了
我一直没有想过婆婆会变弱的.也从来没有想过她可能会长期躺在床上的. 但想想,婆婆已经92岁了. ..我知道是我一直都接受不了婆婆走路以后会有困难的事实,视力差了会看不清我的悲伤.

Birthday Gathering in Summer Garden

It is at the Summer Garden, Tanjung Bungah, near to Tar College Penang. It serves pasta, western food and as well as Japanese food.

The entrance to the Summer Garden. Plantation and decoration are so attractive and enviroment is so romantic and soothing.

Wow, looks nice! Romantic ambience with the dim lightbulb surrounding the wain...

Some of the food that we have ordered.Picture shown were Steak, fish n chip, Japanese Bento, Seafood Pasta)The 2 birthday buddies- Asa and Ah toi..=)May you be blessed with lots of lucks and blessing.

End of painful season

;P

Feeling excited as tomorrow I am going to take off my braces that was with me for 2 years +. After all the painful season I've went through, after all the difficulties I encountered, finally I only need to see the orthodontic dentist for the one last time. I'm just so anticipating for the arrival of tomorrow.

Last Year at the orthodontic clinic .

Doctor: how are u today?

Me: yea, I'm fine. (then I showed him my teeth)

Doctor: open, bite, open, bite. (Again, as usual,I move my mouth A, E, A , E.)

Me: Doctor, when can i take off braces?

Doctor: Oh, u wanna Kahwin is it??

Me: HuH.??!! ??!!!! No no!!!!! belum la!

Last Year

My lip is burning! It is drying out,falling off and cracking pain. This is B.A.D. But I didn't know it's that bad. Lip's cells is peeling off every minutes.. every hours. I am applying lip repair, but it's not showing any improvements. I have tried on lip mask, lip balm, but don't have obvious results shown. I lick them and this doesn't help to keep my lips in good condition toooo...! They H.U.R.T like hells till i teared!

Last Two Years
I miss my naive olden days,when i could look so gong

I miss my gong gong dayss, when i have 'rabbit' tooth and 'tiger' tooth
I miss my rabbit tooth and tiger tooth, when i could look youngerhehe, greedy me!

But, if u asked me do I feel regret? I will definitely say no to U =)