Apple

有一个故事是这样的....

这女生因为带着牙套,所以不爱吃苹果,
因为不能很爽快一口一口的咬苹果,所以不爱吃苹果
因为要吃也得要吃切片好的,所以懒惰吃苹果.

一天
她正埋头认真的看着如何把那测试程试给弄好..
心想怎么老是笨手笨脚, 老是改不好, 发生了什么错误嘛?
顿时
有一双手让了一片面包给她, 接着又从口袋再掏出一粒苹果..
她然后笑了一下．.
她心中的感动岂是文字语言所能形容.
她赶紧为自己加油, 要他帮忙改了一下下程试..
她再试了,程试跑得动了..
她然后再笑了一下．.
这个莫名其妙的她其实就是这样容易开心..

Beautiful Sunday

Woke up and found myself in a good mood. I looked at myself in the mirror, blinked a smile and telling myself a brand new Sunday is ahead of me! I started the lovely day with a slow jog for a few rounds, a few tenth minutes of aerobic. I then peeled the mango, papaya and had a milk cereal cocoa crunch breakfast. Contented, Yummy! I love Mango indeed.

I had a phone conversation with my buddy for an hour, talking about how had we spent the days, shared thing that worries us at the moment and shared our ideas/thoughts on life as well. I know that sometimes simple gurl can easily pursue their happiness n lead a happy, interesting, meaningful life.

Before it's too late, I took the water hose and used span to rub away the dust and bird shit staint on the car. Shining sun didn't manage to break my desire from washing the car. Finally the car is cleaned! I prayed that the bird won't aim /shit at the car next time.(sounds impossible) But water was too strong that i wet myself! I had a face mask, hair mask too..Busy bath.

I am going to end the day by reading magazine, articles on newspaper and listening to Jay's song~keep it repeating on the sweet sweet song. ain't gonna think anything tonight cos I wanna have a sweet dream~Nite Nite everyone! =)

尝试

工作忙碌并摇晃了一个月或更多....
自己想了也拼命告诉自己
苦尽之后,就会有甘甜, 绝对不是一个奇迹...
好,起初我蛮相信...但你看你看....
我本来整个人都全新要去面对新的一天,按要把之前的我带回来
但一大清早,我本来美好的心情被你破坏了...气死我!气死我!! 啊!!! 想打人
我不要被你主宰我的心情, 所以我今天会是快乐的嘛.是..是..是!!??!!

仔细想了想..这个月里有很多新的启发和要完成的任务!

--要把一本新买的书<哭泣的骆驼>给看完...不准再翻两三页就给睡了...
--新的日文课要开始了,要打起精神努力上课,要对日语有源源不绝的热情
--要定时跑步,敷面膜,去角质,护发膜
--还有,对虾要说byebye 了, 虽然真正皮肤红痒的'嫌凶'可能不是虾, 但我不敢 因了为我真的怕了当时的辛苦,咖啡也 是我的远离品..
--也在寻找如何把那脚上被怪虫叮咬后的伤痕给消磨掉,好在意啊! =(
--好像近视深了,是时候配一副眼镜... 又要花钱了.
--好想可以没有目的地的兜风...庸懒的聊天.
--好想每天10.30分前呼噜的猪进睡窝里.当然星期六,日除外,因为我会懒得夜夜一边听歌,一边 傻傻的羡慕杂志里苗条身段的模特儿.. 一边看那浪漫又气死人的日剧.
--好想每天都是轻松又开心,不要成为别人的负担...你可以的!
--写到着,发现我的世界原来是可以很单调噢.....还是平凡噢?...

但我喜欢这样的....

有时候

很累因为要在塞车的路程驾驶45 分钟抵达公司......很累因为要在塞车的路程驾驶45 分钟才能回到家里.....很累因为下雨让我必须塞车更久才抵达.......很累因为好象没什么必要觉得不累.......还好今天同时让我听见2首我的爱歌....投入进歌词里头了..

有时候人累了,心也会跟着累. 心累了时就会提不起劲, 就会沉默半天, 我会更想埋头苦干，让自己不去想有多累. 有时很生气自己, 因为自己很疏忽, 常常把东西弄丢了,对自己又失望了...很想打人.. 又没有人自愿让我打...

有时到了公司, 就想午餐要到哪里吃. 吃了午餐就想晚上要去哪里...好象很贪吃..很爱plan 东西...很爱让身边的朋友开心的笑...很爱看开心浪漫爱情故事...很爱晚上宁静充满星星的夜空...很爱夕阳西下又阴天的天气...很爱听电话..很爱看blog..很爱谈天说地...很爱静静的听朋友说故事.... 很爱收集美好回忆并把它藏进我的宝库里..

不哭了,我可以吗?

有一句话 :哭过的眼眸, 才能把世界看得更名亮.

哭了, 才知道原来自己还是那么在意, 心疼, 且还没放得下.
原本以为痛快的流了泪,就会比之前坚强,就会把事情看开, 就会接受事实.
可是,. 一旦脑海盘旋那一幕和婆婆的日子, 眼泪竟然可以不由而然的流下,根本没半法控制.我的心很悲.

还记得在医院陪婆婆时, 婆婆插了食道管,.因为婆婆不要张嘴吃东西,也不愿吃药, 唯有这样来输入营养. 但, 婆婆觉得辛苦, 时常要把那管子给拔出来. 婆婆是很聪明的. 护士要我签下那 ‘restriction form’ 要绑着婆婆的手, 我还来不及说话, 眼泪已流下了. 我很哽咽的要求她不要绑着婆婆的手, 我实在看不下去, 我真的接受不了,..护士看我这个样子当然也没在要我签那张纸了,也没再有那要求了. 医院里, 当有人问起, 你婆婆怎么了,我都是忍着泪珠来回应他们.当时, 是我不能接受婆婆脚跌痛了骨.

婆婆在刚进院时还是很健康的,说话还很响亮, 甚至还给护士警告我们说话小声点..但如今在家里已没那么活跃了.也已经很久没有站立起来了.也已经很久没有说话了.如过 让她象以前一样好吗?

象以前那样会走来推开我房门望一望我在干什么…
象以前那样推开她房门望一望客厅的我们怎么还没睡
象以前一样夜深了见外面的灯还亮着就埋怨为什么爸爸还没回来
象以前一样走到门前向离家的我招手说慢慢驾车,早点回家.
象以前一样见到我们的车辆回来了就说出街出到这么久才回来
象以前一样坐在杨桃树下让我替她理发,聊天说地的欢乐时光..
象以前一样问电视机里面的人为什么每一次这么早就吃晚餐
象以前一样见我们姐弟大吵大闹就帮小弟弟,并假装轻轻打我们

但只要把时间倒回没跌倒之前的日子…..我就不哭了
我一直没有想过婆婆会变弱的.也从来没有想过她可能会长期躺在床上的. 但想想,婆婆已经92岁了. ..我知道是我一直都接受不了婆婆走路以后会有困难的事实,视力差了会看不清我的悲伤.

Birthday Gathering in Summer Garden

It is at the Summer Garden, Tanjung Bungah, near to Tar College Penang. It serves pasta, western food and as well as Japanese food.

The entrance to the Summer Garden. Plantation and decoration are so attractive and enviroment is so romantic and soothing.

Wow, looks nice! Romantic ambience with the dim lightbulb surrounding the wain...

Some of the food that we have ordered.Picture shown were Steak, fish n chip, Japanese Bento, Seafood Pasta)The 2 birthday buddies- Asa and Ah toi..=)May you be blessed with lots of lucks and blessing.

End of painful season

;P

Feeling excited as tomorrow I am going to take off my braces that was with me for 2 years +. After all the painful season I've went through, after all the difficulties I encountered, finally I only need to see the orthodontic dentist for the one last time. I'm just so anticipating for the arrival of tomorrow.

Last Year at the orthodontic clinic .

Doctor: how are u today?

Me: yea, I'm fine. (then I showed him my teeth)

Doctor: open, bite, open, bite. (Again, as usual,I move my mouth A, E, A , E.)

Me: Doctor, when can i take off braces?

Doctor: Oh, u wanna Kahwin is it??

Me: HuH.??!! ??!!!! No no!!!!! belum la!

Last Year

My lip is burning! It is drying out,falling off and cracking pain. This is B.A.D. But I didn't know it's that bad. Lip's cells is peeling off every minutes.. every hours. I am applying lip repair, but it's not showing any improvements. I have tried on lip mask, lip balm, but don't have obvious results shown. I lick them and this doesn't help to keep my lips in good condition toooo...! They H.U.R.T like hells till i teared!

Last Two Years
I miss my naive olden days,when i could look so gong

I miss my gong gong dayss, when i have 'rabbit' tooth and 'tiger' tooth
I miss my rabbit tooth and tiger tooth, when i could look youngerhehe, greedy me!

But, if u asked me do I feel regret? I will definitely say no to U =)

3 becomes 1->LOVES

Phei, Valda and Cheryl.(2007.12.20)

A big hugs to you, A big good bye to you. A deep miss you from us. Cheryl, Don't worry. Dont let ur anxiety stop u from growing n spreading ur wings.(fr. qian) It was not too sudden, You will be able to adapt it, you are ready for the challenges before you made the decision. YOu have to accept the challenges as opportunitiess. It's not easy but you will succeed in pursuing your dream/ your career certainly. Be tough, Be strong! U will be fine. U will be all right! U will be greatly missed definitely....!

I never know that i can love both of u so much. The love attached to both of you are closer day by day. I am very happy spending time with you all. Getting know both of u is undoubtedly the most wonderful period of my life. It wouldn't be so nice without both of u.

You tell me everything will be ok when i am lost.
but You say that I'm nuts when I feel uneasy.
You say I'm naive when I say there are still perfect guys.
but you say I'm flower heart when I say I'm not missing anyone.
You ask me to control when I'm over spending.
but You ask me to buy more when I say I am broke.

We share up n down together.
We do stupid and naive things together.
We watch movie and laugh like nobody business.
We hang out together and dream together on the bed.

We shopped together and kap chai together..oopss....
We lay on the bed to chitchat over loves , experiences.
We wake up early for dim sum and yell about fats, lemak.
We talk over the phone for hours until both our mummy scold us.

genuine cares and truthful forever friends.thanks for everything

arigatou gozaimasu!~!

It's another ordinary day but it's never gonna be ordinary day but a special day for me with u all.I truly enjoy the day. Words can't express how i feel. I just knew i am touched and happy. Though I was showing a tiring face every minutes when I was in the shop, I am really happy, contented in my heart. I could still vividly remember the email that ross 'accidentally' forward for me. I could still vividly remember the moment u all walked in with the rushing foot steps, the moment you all said that there was something I must look at before we ordered the food. The moment I saw the creative alphabet on the cake! It's just so so...hard to describe the feeling.. I wanna give you all a 'certificate' ~THANKS~ from Phei!

curry puff

We really made it! 120 ++ of pieces. Took us around 3 hours in total to make it. well done gals, clap clap! ganbatte ne~我们认真努力了整个中午的成果.....好累哦

p/s: suddenly my mind remembered that i did not get to eat the 'kari pop' during last trip to alor star...(hmm, ah hong, ah chau, where is my kari pop)

Big Head Prawn

I was supposed to go and pay at the autopay in queensbay. I was supposed to carry the card with me. Yes, the card was with me when i went to the autopay machine. I was suppose to have the card with me after i paid. but NO, the card was not with me. I searched everywhere. They searched my bag, searched my skirts, but we couldn't find it.

Oh Mine...I must have forgotten to take the card out from the machine after i paid. But there were crowds over there and i can't seem to see my card over there. but I was truly thankful that Asa spotted the card on top of the machine. Someone kind had placed it there. Really thanking him/her for not throwing it into the rubbish bin. Otherwise I would have to pay Rm50 for the lost of ticket i guess...

and the MORAL of the story is....

Step 1: Insert the card
step 2: Pay the money
step 3: Take back the card!!

Deepavali Gathering

In a blink of an eye, we have been graduated from MMu for more than 5 months, that's really fast like a lightning flash. I found my mind reflecting on the past when i met u all. This gathering was all initiated by Ross-san cos we have always been asking him to come over and visit us as we have more ppl in the island side ma.Majority wins, so u come to meet us is more suitable. But, we aren't so bad, probably next trip gonna travel to mainland side. We initially invited a lot more ppl to join but some of them couldn't make it.Ah toi busy go eat seafood at Batu kawan, Ming Chu busy prepare dancing for her christmas performance, some other ppl got their own stuff to busy with. Only 8 of us turned up.We went to a few places and last destination to 'lian luo gan qing' was in the Baby Cafe. May we all enjoy more success in the changing times and may we always keep growing in the working organization.

Photo are loaded at ross's blog
http://chenshang.blogspot.com/2007/11/81007-deepavali-day.html

Guess what is this

Guess what is this??

My little brother closed the door and off the light of the room suddenly......

He then came to inform us , there was a creature inside the room, asked us to take a photo on it.

As we open the door, we saw the bat.. haha

The bat flew into the house and hung upside down on the ceiling, like doing 'gym'

It is a chance for me to look at it in a closer distance.... Now I know how does it really look like ...:)

As soon as we finish looking at it, we open the door and let it fly away.....

Lunch with colleagues

A late update on my work...

It's already thea month of working. At first I am not used to getting up early every day, struggling and fighting with the alarm clocks, behtong u know! sleepy leh...
But now ok already la, can automatically wake up at 6.30am even non working days. @.@

Colleagues are nice, fun, dedicated and helpful. Glad that i'm assigned to this team though they always say it's a pirate ship! I shall say it's an excited and fun pirate ship. The picture shown is not a full team member's picture. Total team members should be 10. A guy who is still training in US and a new gal who has joined were not in the picture. The picture was taken during my first week of joining. Hehe, I am on a pirate ship! ohoooo.

Daily Routine

Time fliess, it passes so swiftly. It 's already 3 weeks passed.
Everyday, my alarm will ring and i will abandon my warmth of my bed and get ready for work.
Sometimes , will shock into wakefullness. Oh my god, late already!! Kelam Kabut
Sometimes, will wake up automatically at 6.20pm sharp. Yeah, On time!! Calmness
Sometimes, will wake up before 6.20pm. Wah =)) extrememly glad. I can still sleep more a while! !!!

Then, I slowly regain consciousness with the help of bright sun light on the way to work. (It makes me recapture back the golden uni yearswhere most of the time u get to sleep till automatically wake up.)

After that, I will arrive my company after 40 minutes with the companion of fly fm, mix fm, hitz fm. There are a slight jam. Sometimes it took me 25 minutes to just pass a 1km road. Music resembles a significant part of my journey during the 40 minutes. I can never be alert without it.

I have slowly get myself to write blog to keep the memory of myself. My heartfelt and most candid thoughts and feelings will slowly being recorded in here. There might be experience and thoughts of myself, feelings of uncertainty as well as joy and excitement. That's what i do when i'm free during weekends. Thanks for the memory